monday

this is the first time in a very long time i am looking forward to a monday. this coming monday, we are going for our first ultrasound since we found out we are pregnant. i am wayyyyyy excited and nervous (again, what else is new?) for this. i am also getting more blood work and praying and hoping my beta is super high, like over 2000++ high. i've been feeling good, just tired and sometimes with some crampy abdominal pressure. last night my back hurt a little and my hips were sore. i think my body is changing with the growth of baby h. i am not a thin gal, but i really have no hips and small boobs, so maybe my body is thinking those things need to change for this pregnancy thing. not sure! all i know is that i want monday to be here. so i know we are past the first hurdle. next hurdle will be seeing and hearing the heartbeat in like 2 weeks i guess, and then after that ... making it to each week. lots of praying and hoping going on here in nj.

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