weekend

this has been a rough week. j lost his job this week and was treated outright awful by his boss. well, his boss didn't even have the decency to be the one to let him go. it's revolting and sickening how people treat other human beings. doesn't everyone deserve some basic human respect when their livelihood is taken away? you would think so, but that wasn't the case in this situation. the silver lining is that j did go to sanford brown and will be enrolling in night school next month, most likely to be a pharmacy tech. and that is really good, it's a 10-month program so he will be done in april and they help with job placement. so it's the interim that's going to be hard. i always figured that people can automatically get unemployment, j filed for it, but apparently the old employer can contest it. what is that about? that is not decent. hopefully they don't contest it, we need some extra income to at least cover the rent and some groceries. it would be alot easier if i was done paying off all my cc debt. but at least j has no debt. the only single bill he has is his cell phone.

so there has been that stress and the stress that comes before our first ultrasound this coming monday. i'll have more bloodwork, so i'm praying for a super high beta and good progesterone. and also that the little sack we call baby h is looking good and measuring good :)

i know things will work out, but i just hope for some consolation along the way. we have some money in savings ... not alot, by maybe just enough to get us through the next couple of months till j can at least find some part time, if not full time work .... lots of prayers and thoughts going on in this house :)