6dpo

on and off yesterday i have had twinges and some mild cramping. this is still going on, more the cramping, less with the twinges. i am hoping this is a good sign, implantation maybe??????? :) it's either that or my crap digestive system. but i am really really praying for baby related things. i was on the fence, but i am going to test next wed. that's 12dpo and a safe time to test. i will also test again 13dpo and the morning of 14dpo when i go for bloodwork. this way i know what's going on and won't have to depend on bloodwork to tell me. ok, so i need at least 3 tests. i'll get them over the weekend.

it is so hard not to think about being pregnant. and i feel pregnant this time, or at least i feel like i had a great shot this time. all the other times i sort of knew deep down that it didn't work, but this time i am feeling cautiously optimistic :) come on 'baby h!!!!!!'