i broke down and bought my pg tests today. i hate that feeling of fear and nervousness that comes before you test. tomorrow morning will be the first day i test and i am already feeling butterflies. argh! i think tomorrow is a safe day to see if i have a bun in there, i got the 3-pack of first response, so i can test up until i go for bloodwork on friday. j wants me to wait till the bloodwork for the answer, but let's be realistic here. i cannot wait that long, the curiosity will kill me, and i would rather have a plastic stick give me a preview before getting an email from my nurse. so there it is. it's the strangest case of nerves this 2ww. can't compare it to anything.
symptom wise, i have a little heavier and sore bbs. some cramping and this odd intermittent pelvic floor feeling, and although it makes me think i have to poo, i don't ... and it goes away. have no clue what that is! haha. i'm irritable, but that could just be this situation. and it could all be the progesterone suppositories. i so wish i have veiny bbs like some other women, that would be something unique and not progesterone related. so yeah, that's what i got.
i think i may wait to update the blog till friday. i don't want to post the stick results everyday till then ... when i have an answer and the emotions to go along with them.
till then i am hoping and praying with all my might!
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