i really do not like the moodiness that goes along with this 2ww. i feel like a mad rabbit or something, and it's all b/c i get consumed with the possibility of having a baby. i don't like myself very much for how i get, but at least it lasts only 2 weeks! and one week is almost over. i had my p4 (and they draw it the morning of day 4 past iui, so it's early) and my number was 8.4. it's better than it ever has been, so that's good. i just wish it were higher. i am taking progesterone supplements, so now i get those side effects that mimic certain pg symptoms. i decided to test at home the day before i am supposed to go in for blood work. i think that's fair. this way i have an idea. and the weirdest part? i feel like it really could have worked. i can't explain why. maybe it's gas, but i feel flutters every once in awhile :)
BUT in addition to my 2ww and being neurotic, i also printed out my paperwork for the attain ivf program. i need it in hand .... to be prepared, and to also feel mentally okay with any outcome.
in the meantime, i need to get caught up on work stuff!!!!!
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